Love Affair

The excitement from his eyes the passion from his touch,
the fire and desire his aura gives from the mere appeal of my curves..
I think its love but more of lust that allures him..
Can a woman's body be that captivating?
With a backbone as strong as mines..
I hear him gasp for air as if it was his last breath
as he says, "Its more than just that"..
pondering on that last phrase wondering how many levels it can lead upon..
As he speaks I listen as if all i ever did was adore him...
He touches my lips...
slowly says, "The most beautiful words come from this very spot"
When you speak,
I listen
I treasure the knowledge and the love that u exude...
Your skin is soo radiant,
it shines so bright, sometimes i think im blinded by our love..
his words cause me to blush as if i recieved my first kiss..
Who knew words could be so passionate.
I look up wanting to speak...
he gives a continuance
Your hips...hmmm (smirk, and chuckle)
another blush.. stopping him by saying...
Ur natural presence is a gift beyond many reasoning's..
I love you for your dedication, your realness, and amazing outlook on this world full of calamity...
Your never mediocre
because YOU stand out beyond the rest
I'LL ALWAYS ADORE YOU
and fathom you for YOU..
I CAN, I WILL, I WANT TO
TO ALWAYS
ALWAYS
ALWAYS LOVE
U FOR YOU!!!

Spoken Word (Breathe)

Real art just had me in a daze how many times can I look away until you pull me back telling me you want me and you need me, how much darkness lives inside of me.

I need me. It takes survival to succeed and, and I need everything for me..

I want the baddest things got to fight hard to achieve hoping what crosses my path never deceives. The good lives within me. I tell myself I don’t want the GOOD I want the GREAT I need thee.

What will reside inside, the passion I let cry out yet I hide..Till death will this feeling last or will I bask in it, and express this joyous path. So many hidden talents and you chose to let others set that spark, that spark to your fire. In life you have so many desires.

Breathe young girl Breathe. Take time, but do all you can to succeed.

I toss and I turn not knowing which dream is real. Meditate they tell me stay on that spiritual path find yourself before you loose you. Loose me when I haven’t found me. I love me..I fight this, I yearn for thee.

My spirit I don’t want to mourn when all I want is for that feeling to come home. To be there not be sheltered but to be free. Daddy I love u , u live within me. I would never let another do what you do. I love me, I live with inside of you. I don’t blame you, I don’t hate you, but since I love me, BREATHE…IS JUST WHAT I GOTTA DO FOR ME. –LOLA B.

DREAMS

Dreams [dreems}

To dream is to have a succession of thoughts, emotions, and images passing through your mind while sleeping. It also can be accounted as aspirations for one's passion or realistic goals for the present or future.

Lately I have been having a series of dreams, which I cannot comprehend the meaning of. With being a psychology major every little thing intrigues me. After researching many topics, Ive come to the conclusion that the only way to balance the thoughts and desires you carry are through meditation.

Meditation cleanses your soul, and allows for ideas to flow in and out like cool water. Your life and your spirit deserves a balance within everything that you do. Attain the knowledge necessary to prosper and know that those dreams may be signs to things along your road. Morals bring about our character and with no questions asked it is known for you to understand the things that are not good for you. As my mother says, "Always listen to your Ori ("head" in Yoruba)". For instance, a dream such as death could indicate that your leaving something behind or moving on with a new chapter in your life. Dreams tend to abruptly bring about fear when viewed towards something negative. I may have found answers for us all.

I found a website that helped me and that may one day also help you all. Feel free to visit http://www.dreamhawk.com/d-dic.htm for more DETAILS ON DREAMS.


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